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Friday, April 8
* DuMB oR dEAf oR jUSt pLAiN mUtE?? *

Nowadays, i've been all by myself. I was not talking much with mum, 2 sis, dad and bro. I only replied if neccessary. If not, i will just nod or shake my head as an ans. To avoid? I either sleep or come back late after sch!

I know i'm kind of weird and rude to do that and i know that it will irriates ppl.. BUT..

I was hurt! I was hurt by an act. Although i know that she's tired, cant she spend a little off time away from the computer and have a meal with me? M'I asking a lot from her? I'm tired too. Even though not physically, but mentally. I'm tired of studying and who cares?

Not even a single soul. Not even mum, dad, 2 sis and bro. (Only !st sis ask.. but i dont feel like talking) Yeap.. not even my best friend, Sue! I want to talk to her about this but i dont wanna appear weaker than her... cos she already weaker than me!!

So, who i'm suppose to turn to? In sch, i was pressurise by peers and subjects teachers. Evryone is after me. Back at home, everyone complains that i'm being lazy.. never study!! Hey, wat was i doing back after sch? WHAT?? Was i dreaming.. dancing?? Wasting my time?? NO!! I was not! I stayed behind to study. SUMPAH! Even though there was no remedials! Wat was i doing whenever i returned home late?

I tot i've studied enough for the day, completing all my doubts and assignments. I tot when i go back home, it's my HOME! Where one relaxs their mind, their soul.. BUT.. Haiz!!

Today, Dad said that his friend is taking one of the female hamster at night.. i'm sad of course.. erm.. wat to do.. haiz.. why is laugh so like this??

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