Hi bloggie,

it have always been too long ago whenever i write to you aye?

I doubt anyone reads here already as always,

guess people got tired when they hopefully click on you but there isnt any new things..

but thank you in advance for people who still reads, or who happen to drop by..

it's nothing nice i should warn you but still, thank you for reading at least up till here :)

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Well, with that on account,

I want to really spill in here..

i dont have energy or the courage to spill anywhere else anyway

I always believed that honestly is the best policy,

but trust me, that quote is overrated as for me, it brings unhappiness..

allow me to share, white lie is the best as of today..

although it may hurt you and it is sucky but at least you had know tat one or more people is happy with the white lie you have provided them with.

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Life is a like a drama stage, full of play pretending and acting...

the best actors gets the award and recognition, well loved and treasured.

what happens to the bad actors, hah!

of course the bad actors struggle to survive, duh?

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Left with 2 more days till hari raya and im not feeling raya at all

Im having 3/4 weeks of attachment due in 2 weeks time

and currently waiting to end my last exam paper which i think will kill me this thursday

then NYP 2nd year, semester 1 begins in October.

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Touching on examination,

i always believed that hard work will pay off,

examination is a piece of peanut if u have really prepared yourself,

that's how i did well in my ITE days,

being prepared and be in controlled most of the time..

comparison to ITE days, NYP isnt a piece of peanut,

someone i know once reminded me that different places have different expectations,

that you shouldnt be upset for whatever results you get,

because hard work is all that matters, not about getting all As in examination although it is infact a bonus for a student to achieve all of that..

with that,

i prepared myself for Carrots or even Dinosaur printed on my result slip for my NYP Year 1 Semester 2..

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Life isnt fair aye?

Allah have a lot of ways to test those whom he loves

as all of us know, we always take things and people for granted..

iam guilty for it as well, i confess..

it only comes to you like a smack right across your face when whatever you have taken granted for, is now leaving or is taken away from you..

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It is painful and sad to have all those unhealthy thoughts and feelings

but sometimes, you just cant help it dont you?

those who share the feelings as me would understand for i know u have also lost something along the way as well...

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I always believed things will always be right after wrong things happened..

all we need is now patience.. to be patient for all the wrong things that is happening now to pass by and awaits for all the right things to fall along the way..

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be thankful,

however easy for it to be said or written but it is the most dreadful thing to do..

we are human afterall,

dont be hard on yourself,

however easy for it to be said or written but it is a torture for us to go thru it..

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May We/I

sail thru this stormy sea, Insyallah

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